This Morning

Well, I just woke up, because someone is calling me. And then, she said that opportunity, but when I ask my family, they just not supported me. So it feels like, when you finally get a chance to have what you wanted in your whole life, but no one seems to understand, then you just hate yourself because you lived in this damn situation and your age is getting old, but still you can't get it. So you hate them too. You hate your life. You hate all of it. And the only feeling left is empty. 

Well, I feel it this morning.

I guess, this is the end of this blog.

I'm not gonna make anymore posts, no uploading photographs, no more sharing. Because the only thing I've ever wanted is canceled. The only thing why I wanted to write a blog, to make a blog, is blown away. Still, nobody seems to understand my desire. The end.

All I wanted is this

I'm not gonna write a lot of words in this post. I just like to share the things that I wanted the most. Until now. And for every damn time in my life.

BlackBerry Pearl Flip

Sony Ericsson Vivaz (White)

BlackBerry Odin

And the one thing that I wanted the most is:

Canon EOS 550D

So, I think I needed at least 10 million rupiahs. Anyone, buy me all of this things? Please....?

Final exam is about to come...

Yeah, this is the f*ckin' hell.
Gw bahkan belom belajar. Dan please deh. Dengan semua tugas dan kewajiban yang harus gw lakuin, rasa2nya gw pgn lari dari dunia untuk beberapa saat.
Bangun pagi gw udah disambut dengan berbagai macam sms dari berbagai orang yang semuanya cuma tau nanya pelajaran doank. Please deh... Gw bahkan baru buka mata. Belom juga mandi. Tar aja kali ngomongnya. Tar juga ketemu di kampus. Akhirnya gara2 semua itu, gw jadi sangat2 merasa terganggu dan hidup gw rasanya ga pernah tenang lg, karena bahkan di pagi hari pun, sekali lagi disaat gw blom sadar dan belom bangun sepenuhnya, gw harus dan dipaksa untuk mikir. Gw bukan presiden man... Biarin gw tidur dan istirahat dulu.
Apa jadinya kalo suatu saat gw masa bodoh? Hah?




So, STOP CALLING ME OR TEXT ME IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!! OR, I'LL CURSE YOU, YOU SICK PERSON!!!!!! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WONDERFUL MORNING!!!!!!!



Hhhh... Just give some air. Let me breath. 

BlackBerry being Blocked?

Well, I just got a Broadcast Message about BlackBerry is going to be blocked. Then I was thought, "so what?". It doesn't a big deal. Don't make all of this things about BlackBerry being blocked just like The End of The World. Just relax. It's not the end of the world. We still can live a happy life in this earth without BlackBerry. So, don't make any unimportant thing being such an important.
Get a life! Get a new phone! It doesn't like that you are going to be death if you don't have your BlackBerry.
Nothing can make you unhappy if you don't allow it. So, if government said that they're gonna blocked that thing, they're must be have a good reason why they doing that.
Like I say, just be natural. Stop this whole "unstable" thing. Don't pushed yourself  into an unimportant issue like this. It wasting your time. Stop being so nationalize. You have a lot of problems that you have to deal with other than this thing. If God wanted BlackBerry being blocked, so be it. Done!

IJO

IJO = Icha, Jenny, Olo.

*ga, ini bukan nama geng. Hanya kebetulan aja inisial nama kami bisa dirangkai menjadi IJO. Dan sama skali ga ada niat untuk meng-geng-kan diri kami. Haha...

Here we are! *me,olo,jenny

This is Jenny

This is Olo

Well, gw ga akan ngomong yang muluk - muluk ttg mereka berdua. Because, it's gonna take a lot of words. They are my bestfriends from high school until now.

So, what I'm gonna say is (hopefully, they're gonna read this) that, I miss them.

Love Movement Part III *black-white and sephia. :*

Well, as usual... I have nothing to do (again!) tonight. So, here I am. Writing this post. Uploading my new pictures that I've been taken about a few minutes ago. Yeah, that's my narcissistic part. Haha... 

It's really fun!!! You have try it sometimes. :)

See you! :*

Happy Birthday Pipin... :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST FRIEND PIPIN!!! SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE-20...

*ciee... yang 20 taon. Siap merid nih. Hahaha... Peace!

Semoga:
1. Makin deket sm Tuhan, Keluarga, dan Temen2...
2. All of your dreams come true...
3. Be a better person, be tough, strong, and powerful *kya samson. :p
4. and, Be rich!!! Hahaha...

Well, thanks for being my friend, pin. Thanks for helping me. And, thanks for trusting me.

Kalo lagi butuh temen, silahkan cari gw. I'll be at your side. Just like Superman. Hahaha...

Happy birthday ya saayyyy... *nartoikutanngucapin. <-------------------- ini ngapain ada narto di sini???

Anyway, Happy ROCKIN' Birthday Baby... Time to rule the world!!!  *themesong: Go go power ranger

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!! Muaahhhh... :*

*icha.

Black Frame Glasses (O-O)

Love my new glasses pretty much!!!

Just doin' nothing in Monday night. So, I turned on my notebook, and posed in front of my webcam. Sorry if the photos got a lot of distortion or anything. Totally got a lot of fun taking a lot of pictures with a lot of expression. Haha...!

See ya! :D

Sunday Night

Hari ini akhir liburan!!! No way!!!
Rasanya gw belom siap beraktivitas lagi di kampus. Besok kembali dengan kuliah yang membosankan, dan senat yang menguras tenaga. Bisa dibilang gw sedikit capek lahir batin. T___T

But, yah mau gimana lagi. Harus tetep semangat. Kuat. dan Powerful. YEAAHHH!!!

Anyway, gw abis potong rambut loh... Hihi... Berhubung tahun baru, penampilan juga harus baru donk. YA GA? Nih gw yang baru nih...

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Eits, salah ding. Itu hillarie Burton yang main di One Tree Hill.

Here I am...

Gimana? Mirip kan sm gambar di atas? Haha... Ngarep.


Oh iya, sebelum lupa. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone... As usual, gw ngelewatin natal dan tahun baru kali ini berdua sama kakak gw. Ini udah tahun ketiga gw ga ngerayain natal dan tahun baru sama nyokap dan bokap. But, it's okay. Time to compromize.

Well, gw sangat berharap taon 2011 ini gw bisa ngedapetin semua yang gw inginkan.
Terutama! Tinggi badan nambah 10 cm. Amin. :D (I'm totally desperate about this one)
*sedikit mustahil sih sepertinya. Karena faktanya, gw sebentar lagi 20 tahun, dan cwe2 ga bisa bertumbuh lagi di umur segitu. T__T

Another 2011 wish:
1. I can pass the final exam
2. Still get my full tuition scholarship
3. Get a 3,8 GPA
4. Buy an SLR
5. Be rich! Yeah!

FYI, gw baru saja beli kacamata baru. Udah lama banget gw pengen bikin kacamata lagi. Soalnya kacamata lama gw, sedikit old school.

 *ini yang baru, dengan jidat panjang gw.

 *dengan hidung kecil gw (gw selalu nyebut hidung gw kecil. Karena emang kecil. Ga, hidung gw ga pesek kok. Sueer deh. Hanya... Emm. Kecil)

*laper mak....












Hhh, bisa dibilang gw emang lagi stres. Sangat. S.A.N.G.A.T. 

Well, ga tau mau nulis apa lagi. Bye.

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